He is the Man who will listen to you for hours togather and then will give any reaction ..sometimes he doesn't respond..he just listens..Sometimes I just get frustrated by his no reaction at all...
Why are you saving your words for ? I asked him angrily..
Manytimes I am on my edges but he wasn't...why he is so calm and composed? am I complaining or admiring him? But he astonishes me many times..
Why you talk so less ? And you just don't get pissed by bla bla bla?
Girls talk more than boys ..he reluctantly answered...Boys job is to listen...
No tell me....I was persistent...look sometimes I just conserve my energy by less talking ..Actaully you Don't know percent of energy u wasted in talking Mona..he laughed again............
No tell me....he just smiled again..
What ?
Tell me why you talk so less???????????????????

" My Monu ...but I listen to you for every time you need to talk " Fact is that I was quite talkative in my childhood..but I found out....the more I talk ..More ppl don't listen to me...
Less I talk more ppl listen to me..Words are precious ..spare it..."talk less ,conserver your energy and used it for concrete work" ...

you are a SAINT... u know I like talkative guys..

He laughed again..

Sometimes I feel I do have any impression in his world or not..
or any one does..he such a different person...for sure he is not a common one..he is something else.

Sometimes I think even if I will throw this vase on him...he will not get angry....

The highest tempremental poutburst I know is not talking..then followed by not talking....and then sleeping..and then perfectly normal.................

That Boy has something...I don't know what..He has uttered charm , He has complacent spiritual look ..He is a Manget..and makes you iron...A face you cann't forget ..I just scared about whole idea someone ruling my thoughts from first day.

Hell lot's people talk about good conversation ,common things,mixing & grilling,knowing and understanding...
Some People talk for years togather and don't make any impression and some people had you at Hello...

Again him...........Every time I want to shirk his thought ..he comes in my mind again...I have decided enough is enough.." I hell Don't know anything about him & I damn Don't care about any thing"
This my time and I want to Enjoy..My time of solitude..And I will not let anyone to rule my mind..

In background some nice song by foreigner ‘ I don’t want to live without’ is going on.
Whole things seem so romantic to me.
This song is so nice ,I said..
” yah ,Awesome lyrics ,Huh” he uttered.
Love seems so romantic ,pure and true in love songs only.. here it is in it’s pure form..
He just laughed...
For a moment I felt I lost in his eyes somewhere..I shirked these thoughts…
“Hey I need to go” …
Why so early, what are you doing tomorrow? he asked
“ Me..me..I need to work on some assignment “I lied to him..
I thought This is really nice evening but I want matter to be closed at this evening..
“is your work started yet?” he asked me..
“Hey my boss has given me some task on this weekend ,I need to finish it”.
“Your Boss ahh?”..oh it’s okay..nice meeting you “ I can see his disappointment on his face.
Same here…thanks for nice evening ..I put purse on my shoulder, neaten my formal skirt and briskly walked away”

He brought coffee and snacks sat in front of me. He put cups aside .
Anxiety inside me pushing me to speak ,”hey so we are here for?” have to discuss about project plan or something ?
“Holy crap…nah not at all ..I usually have coffee at this time here..today I got nice company of you ..that’s it“ he looked straight in to my eyes..
He got very honest look and some kind of charm in eyes. It seems he is popping inside my soul !
Just looking at me and not saying anything ..it makes me more awkward..I know the way I am looking now .. exhausted and tired.
I don’t know how to initiate talk, I don’t want to ask personal questions,what do you do? Where you from ? what is your designation?what are your hobbies..bla bla bla..because those question generally backfires to you and I don’t want to reveal my personal things in front of stranger whom I really do not want to know.
Suddenly yellow flower catches my glance..I asked him ” so you like roses ..ahh”
Yah “ especially if they are in hands of any beautiful girl”
I put it aside, after so many years I am really blushing..nah he makes me blush…
Actually I like many things not only flowers ..”I like blue clear sky, chanting of birds, bushy brown mountains, pink yellowish dawn and silence of dusk”
Are you from India ? ..he asked..
“’yes ,I am”..
“I want to go to India at least once in my life , The Land of spirituality and great preachers..especially I want to go to Himalayas”
Have you ever been there he asked me..
“yah ,actually many times, there many things to see “
Tell me more about that “his eyes twinkled like stars”
“ I haven’t climbed it or what..I just there with my family in tourist bus, but it is the best way to spend your vacation, long ,wide and high blue ranges. In simla to manali you will find fields of Apple trees and other side you find long beautiful vyas river , in dargiling , the other city in Himalayas .. the beauty is different, here you will find tea fields for miles and miles together”
Beauty of Himalayas is immense means every city which I saw ,it was different…

“ It seems, it’s a must see place..I did mountain climbing and trekking in my teenage, but now I am more attracted towards seeing most wonderful places in this world”
I want to go to Egypt and see pyramids ,I want to go to India and see Himalayas ..ah there are a too long list to tell…
So what you want to do ,He asked me..
“ I always want to be here in USA, now I am here in united states”. The most developed nation in the world. It seems you know much more about India, how ?”.
“Not much really. Some I read about it and some I know just like that. My Aunt married to Indian Man.”

I finished my presentation. Now I am feeling Light and relaxed. I think it went well .I wrapped up my stuff and decided to have a hot regular coffee. Last two months, I was working on this. They want me here for three more months. This is my first assignment outside India.
Yesterday Elisha-my colleague introduced me new café .It was a really nice place. A bushy , windy café.
It’s Quarter a mile walking distance from my office. I am walking briskly towards the café and side by side thinking process is going on. How was my presentation? Was it good ? I think it was good .Don’t know. I tried my best. I am saying to myself to Leave that topic now. I tried my best and delivered it with my best possible ways. I really do not want to growl over and over on same topic . So I am thinking about something else .” Ah… What to do next”. I really don’t have any friends here and I have to spend 3 more months here. I am missing home already. Last two days, I spent in my hotel preparing my presentation. . Now I am feeling free.
I think I enjoy my company. I like to be myself ,Free and Happy .First time in my life I do have that much time for myself .I should enjoy this time .I want this to be and it is really happening..Then why am I missing and pissing and growling over…
I usually found myself stuck in between two minds..One part of me likes Freedom ,which is nature lover, ambitious ,adventurous, sporty ,geeky ,philosophical ,thinks larger than life and want to enjoy a lot more,And other part of me is homely, loves to have relationships, romantic, love to see dreams, girly, like to settle down ,have a nice husband ,babies ,loves to cook ,love saving and planning, emotional , attached to family and that part of me is really missing home right now. I was engrossed in my thoughts.
Is somebody following me? I am listening approaching footsteps. I turned around. A handsome guy in blue T- shirt . He is smiling at me and I guess I should return his favor, so I smiled him back.
he went to florist shop on sidewalk. May be buying flowers for his wife,friends..nice..
I do like gesture of these people and they do have bunch of manners.
Me heading towards café and deciding my rest of day plans. Now after having coffee and little snacks ,I will go to my hotel , and will catch beautiful sunset....My hotel room is facing sea-shore..every evening is like heaven there…it pulls me to some newer plane of thoughts.Blue ocean with its roaring tides..
“Hey Mona!” someone is calling me ..is someone really know my name here?
I stopped and turned around – I really amazed to see same white guy .
Why he is calling me? How does he know my name? what he has to do with me ??
I noticed my heart throbbing like a hell . How much confident woman I am ,but when it comes to one to one conversation with young man..I always felt awkward..And my heart gives same reaction.


He hasn’t kept me in perplexed stage for longer time

“Hey me Jonathan ,I was there in your presentation and I really liked it”.
I felt much more relaxed now.
Oh thanks..was it that good?
Yah it is. I liked most the ideas you proposed. (he is holding sweet little yellow rose)

It seems you are going towards café.
I said “Yah I am”.
His sudden encounter brighten my day.A handsome guy having crystal blue eyes like an ocean saying good about my presentation. He enlightens me. whole dilemma insides me suddenly settled down.
Would you like to have coffee together? He asked me.
What should I say? No or yes..actually I neither really comfortable with strangers nor I am a chit chat box the who will dissolve quickly in conversation, but it’s hard for me to say no. He must be from my office.
I gave very blank look to him. He smiled and said “hey I will take it as a yes” .I thought “may be he wants to talk about project and some office stuff” .Frankly I wasn’t in any mood on talking on that.
Let’s have that seat…that is my favourite one ..he uttered..it’s a open café. All Chairs are kept outside.
And there are few benches also there.
John selected a round table under a shadow of a big green tree. It’s pleasant outside, breezy ,windy and fresh. “I liked this table very much ,I have completed my thesis and many assignments here.”
He smiled at me again. Which kind of coffee you want? I will grab it for us..
I said regular one.
This nice flower for young lady. he has given me that yellow rose, which I thought he picked for someone else..I said “That’s really nice of you ,Thanks”..he smiled and he briskly went inside the café .

I am really not getting the purpose of this meeting..is it casual one? Why he wants to talk to me? immediate after presentation? must be some office issues…I hardly know him .