I finished my presentation. Now I am feeling Light and relaxed. I think it went well .I wrapped up my stuff and decided to have a hot regular coffee. Last two months, I was working on this. They want me here for three more months. This is my first assignment outside India.
Yesterday Elisha-my colleague introduced me new café .It was a really nice place. A bushy , windy café.
It’s Quarter a mile walking distance from my office. I am walking briskly towards the café and side by side thinking process is going on. How was my presentation? Was it good ? I think it was good .Don’t know. I tried my best. I am saying to myself to Leave that topic now. I tried my best and delivered it with my best possible ways. I really do not want to growl over and over on same topic . So I am thinking about something else .” Ah… What to do next”. I really don’t have any friends here and I have to spend 3 more months here. I am missing home already. Last two days, I spent in my hotel preparing my presentation. . Now I am feeling free.
I think I enjoy my company. I like to be myself ,Free and Happy .First time in my life I do have that much time for myself .I should enjoy this time .I want this to be and it is really happening..Then why am I missing and pissing and growling over…
I usually found myself stuck in between two minds..One part of me likes Freedom ,which is nature lover, ambitious ,adventurous, sporty ,geeky ,philosophical ,thinks larger than life and want to enjoy a lot more,And other part of me is homely, loves to have relationships, romantic, love to see dreams, girly, like to settle down ,have a nice husband ,babies ,loves to cook ,love saving and planning, emotional , attached to family and that part of me is really missing home right now. I was engrossed in my thoughts.
Is somebody following me? I am listening approaching footsteps. I turned around. A handsome guy in blue T- shirt . He is smiling at me and I guess I should return his favor, so I smiled him back.
he went to florist shop on sidewalk. May be buying flowers for his wife,friends..nice..
I do like gesture of these people and they do have bunch of manners.
Me heading towards café and deciding my rest of day plans. Now after having coffee and little snacks ,I will go to my hotel , and will catch beautiful sunset....My hotel room is facing sea-shore..every evening is like heaven there…it pulls me to some newer plane of thoughts.Blue ocean with its roaring tides..
“Hey Mona!” someone is calling me ..is someone really know my name here?
I stopped and turned around – I really amazed to see same white guy .
Why he is calling me? How does he know my name? what he has to do with me ??
I noticed my heart throbbing like a hell . How much confident woman I am ,but when it comes to one to one conversation with young man..I always felt awkward..And my heart gives same reaction.
He hasn’t kept me in perplexed stage for longer time
“Hey me Jonathan ,I was there in your presentation and I really liked it”.
I felt much more relaxed now.
Oh thanks..was it that good?
Yah it is. I liked most the ideas you proposed. (he is holding sweet little yellow rose)
It seems you are going towards café.
I said “Yah I am”.
His sudden encounter brighten my day.A handsome guy having crystal blue eyes like an ocean saying good about my presentation. He enlightens me. whole dilemma insides me suddenly settled down.
Would you like to have coffee together? He asked me.
What should I say? No or yes..actually I neither really comfortable with strangers nor I am a chit chat box the who will dissolve quickly in conversation, but it’s hard for me to say no. He must be from my office.
I gave very blank look to him. He smiled and said “hey I will take it as a yes” .I thought “may be he wants to talk about project and some office stuff” .Frankly I wasn’t in any mood on talking on that.
Let’s have that seat…that is my favourite one ..he uttered..it’s a open café. All Chairs are kept outside.
And there are few benches also there.
John selected a round table under a shadow of a big green tree. It’s pleasant outside, breezy ,windy and fresh. “I liked this table very much ,I have completed my thesis and many assignments here.”
He smiled at me again. Which kind of coffee you want? I will grab it for us..
I said regular one.
This nice flower for young lady. he has given me that yellow rose, which I thought he picked for someone else..I said “That’s really nice of you ,Thanks”..he smiled and he briskly went inside the café .
I am really not getting the purpose of this meeting..is it casual one? Why he wants to talk to me? immediate after presentation? must be some office issues…I hardly know him .
Yesterday Elisha-my colleague introduced me new café .It was a really nice place. A bushy , windy café.
It’s Quarter a mile walking distance from my office. I am walking briskly towards the café and side by side thinking process is going on. How was my presentation? Was it good ? I think it was good .Don’t know. I tried my best. I am saying to myself to Leave that topic now. I tried my best and delivered it with my best possible ways. I really do not want to growl over and over on same topic . So I am thinking about something else .” Ah… What to do next”. I really don’t have any friends here and I have to spend 3 more months here. I am missing home already. Last two days, I spent in my hotel preparing my presentation. . Now I am feeling free.
I think I enjoy my company. I like to be myself ,Free and Happy .First time in my life I do have that much time for myself .I should enjoy this time .I want this to be and it is really happening..Then why am I missing and pissing and growling over…
I usually found myself stuck in between two minds..One part of me likes Freedom ,which is nature lover, ambitious ,adventurous, sporty ,geeky ,philosophical ,thinks larger than life and want to enjoy a lot more,And other part of me is homely, loves to have relationships, romantic, love to see dreams, girly, like to settle down ,have a nice husband ,babies ,loves to cook ,love saving and planning, emotional , attached to family and that part of me is really missing home right now. I was engrossed in my thoughts.
Is somebody following me? I am listening approaching footsteps. I turned around. A handsome guy in blue T- shirt . He is smiling at me and I guess I should return his favor, so I smiled him back.
he went to florist shop on sidewalk. May be buying flowers for his wife,friends..nice..
I do like gesture of these people and they do have bunch of manners.
Me heading towards café and deciding my rest of day plans. Now after having coffee and little snacks ,I will go to my hotel , and will catch beautiful sunset....My hotel room is facing sea-shore..every evening is like heaven there…it pulls me to some newer plane of thoughts.Blue ocean with its roaring tides..
“Hey Mona!” someone is calling me ..is someone really know my name here?
I stopped and turned around – I really amazed to see same white guy .
Why he is calling me? How does he know my name? what he has to do with me ??
I noticed my heart throbbing like a hell . How much confident woman I am ,but when it comes to one to one conversation with young man..I always felt awkward..And my heart gives same reaction.
He hasn’t kept me in perplexed stage for longer time
“Hey me Jonathan ,I was there in your presentation and I really liked it”.
I felt much more relaxed now.
Oh thanks..was it that good?
Yah it is. I liked most the ideas you proposed. (he is holding sweet little yellow rose)
It seems you are going towards café.
I said “Yah I am”.
His sudden encounter brighten my day.A handsome guy having crystal blue eyes like an ocean saying good about my presentation. He enlightens me. whole dilemma insides me suddenly settled down.
Would you like to have coffee together? He asked me.
What should I say? No or yes..actually I neither really comfortable with strangers nor I am a chit chat box the who will dissolve quickly in conversation, but it’s hard for me to say no. He must be from my office.
I gave very blank look to him. He smiled and said “hey I will take it as a yes” .I thought “may be he wants to talk about project and some office stuff” .Frankly I wasn’t in any mood on talking on that.
Let’s have that seat…that is my favourite one ..he uttered..it’s a open café. All Chairs are kept outside.
And there are few benches also there.
John selected a round table under a shadow of a big green tree. It’s pleasant outside, breezy ,windy and fresh. “I liked this table very much ,I have completed my thesis and many assignments here.”
He smiled at me again. Which kind of coffee you want? I will grab it for us..
I said regular one.
This nice flower for young lady. he has given me that yellow rose, which I thought he picked for someone else..I said “That’s really nice of you ,Thanks”..he smiled and he briskly went inside the café .
I am really not getting the purpose of this meeting..is it casual one? Why he wants to talk to me? immediate after presentation? must be some office issues…I hardly know him .
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Hey Leena,
I'm still around, although not that active anymore, but I do follow your blogs every now and then. Where are you now? what are you doing? Is life ok for you?
Greetings,
Avalokiteshvara
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